Was
Gene
Wilder
your
first crush? I had a thing for Flower from Bambi.
Don't judge. How did you approach composing an homage to the great Mr.
Wilder?
You know, I think this
affection for Gene Wilder/Willy Wonka has actually become more
prominent as I've gotten older, maybe because he's all wrapped up in
nostalgia for me now. I was (as most of us writers and artists were,
I'm sure) an odd and very sensitive child and so I became attached to
odd fictional characters pretty frequently. For Willy Wonka
specifically, I think my young mind really sort of misinterpreted him
because I always saw him as this soft, sweet, and very sensitive
fellow, when, in fact, the guy (Wonka) was so damn detached, so
emotionless (apart from rage at some points). This was part of his act,
of course, but I don't think I was bright enough to fully understand
all of that. I suppose the poem was really generated as a means of
thinking about myself at that time, about my own sensitivity and how
impressionable I was. Like a lot of my poems, it's a lament of that
lost innocence.
Would you have passed Willy
Wonka's morality test and be the only one left in the end?
Having said [it's a lament of that lost innocence], I was also a very
sneaky child, often stealing ho-ho's and whatnot from the pantry, so,
no, I highly doubt I would have been left at the end!
"Feeling What It's Like to Fall
Down" features an epigraph from Watership
Down, which I've come to recognize as quite a large influence on
your other work. What's with the rabbits? How did you go about
reconciling Watership Down
with the subject matter of this piece?
Watership Down. Rabbits.
Yeah. I'm still trying to figure out why rabbits have invaded my life
and my work, because it is a pretty recent thing. I wrote a poem as an
undergrad about the time I accidentally ran over a baby rabbit with a
riding lawn mower, and that poem, too, is heavy with loss-of-innocence.
Somehow the rabbit has that concept written all over it, for me. We've
(or just me?) come to think of the rabbit as this extremely docile
creature, fluffy and sweet, the ultimate prey in the wild. (How many
Easter themed photo shoots have you seen where a toddler is holding a
live baby rabbit, and if not that, then a fuzzy little chick?
Innocence.) But if you begin to delve into the real life and habits of
the rabbit (and Watership Down is a great fictional illustration of
this), you'll see that rabbits are fierce and cruel when they need to
be. At any rate, as we all know, humans are cruel. Humans are perhaps
the worst animals, and, even though the cruelty in "Feeling What It's
Like..." is only implied, I'm trying to use that Watership Down quote
to create that human/animal juxtaposition. I want the "he" in the
epigraph (which refers to a strange rabbit in the book) to work two
ways, as both the victim in the poem and the perpetrator who's off the
page.
Hm. "Habits of the rabbit..." Is
that the title of your next poetry collection?
It is now!
In "Feeling What It's Like To
Fall Down" you write, "I can only
wonder whose hands lied they loved her". That's such a
mysterious and powerful line. What's your opinion on the place of
mystery in poetry? Is there a line to be drawn between too much
obscurity an absolute clarity?
Wow, yeah, that line
between too much obscurity and absolute clarity is one that I really
struggle with in my poetry. I tend to lean toward obscurity (not
necessarily for the better) because I guess I don't want to simply hand
everything to the reader, and as a reader myself, I don't want
everything handed to me; I want some room for interpretation, for
double-meanings and possible buried metaphors. But, for this poem
specifically, I think mystery is there for a slightly different reason.
The speaker of this poem is, herself, left in the dark (pun intended)
about the truth of the matter, so I think it's important for the
poem/reader relationship to leave the reader where the speaker is left.
What do you make of these statistics? Do you think
that sexism is the primary problem with the ratio of published men to
women or are their other factors at work?
I hadn't seen these statistics before - how disconcerting. To be
honest, it does seem to be par for the course, doesn't it? Gender
equality has come a long way since, say, Adrienne Rich or even since
our own Allison Funk began writing, but literature is still such an
old-white-guy's realm. I wonder, too, though, if people have a
difficult time with what women are writing. Sharon Olds rocks the hell
out of some people's socks; her poetry makes some people,
a lot of people, uncomfortable. Do
women write more about the things "people" don't want to hear, or are
afraid of? Are women writing more socially subversive poetry? I don't
know, but I'd like to think that's the reason. I'd like to think that
male publishers are afraid, because then
we (female writers) are doing
something right.